"You shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you mad," by Aldous Huxley, is a twist from a biblical quote, "The truth will set you free" (John 8:32).

My mind has been vacant for the past few months. Since Convid, I have been trying to educate people on the knowledge that I possess; it has been my soul's purpose, and it has been excruciatingly exhausting. It appears that most people are just living day by day, and when confronted with the truth, would much rather defend a lie than make the changes required to fix the problems within themselves, never mind fixing the world.

I recognize the stronghold that the system has on our mind, body, and heart (soul/spirit), and I am easily manipulated by things that my heart desires. There is an abundance of every type of "heart's desire" for every type of personality and/or character on earth. We have every flavour wrapped up in fancy packages to experience. But, wait, there's more... big ones, small ones, and all-around ones. Bright colours, dull colours, and even no colour at all. Look over there, or look over here, it doesn't matter, you are only a click away from the next package of snap, crap, and pop arriving at your door. Huxley was right; it is maddening.

I feel hopeless, so I do what any good global citizen would do; I stick my head in the sand.  I'm trying to forget all the things that I have learned. The conspiracy theories that turned out to be no theory at all. All the authors, teachers, and leaders who spoke truth only to be mocked and maimed, shoveled and shamed. I've watched as more and more people are feeling the pressure and strain from the mindful of tricks that are designed to crash the brain. I've started playing the game once more, deciding that I want to have fun, rather than fight the good fight to an early grave.

The problem is, for most of us living in this new world, fun is not working. Fun comes with a list of rules and unspoken agreements that many people can't afford. So back to the grind, you know, working 9-5. Heaven forbid if you step out of line, or you'll promptly be sent to the back of the line. I hate this new world, but I play the game ready to explode. I'm going insane!

When I turn to Christian brothers and sisters, "Just trust in Jesus", is all that is heard. I agree, but what does this mean? They look perplexed as they sip their fancy Almond milk, half-sweet, sugar-free latte, gazing into space with the next vacation to Barbados on their mind. I don't begrudge, as I am doing the same, I am just as guilty, and it is driving me insane. Practice what you preach keeps coming back to me, but I'm not preaching merely observing the human condition, in which I participate.

I digress ,moving on to the point!

We live in a world of rights and wrongs, protocols, and rules of conduct. How do we decipher what is right or wrong? Feelings? If it feels wrong, don't do it? I'm asking a question: "Do feelings dictate the right or wrong course of action?" Does something become right when it is legalized? Does freedom include the freedom to do what you want, as long as you don't harm someone? Of course not!

I guess there is a bigger question?

What is the truth?

I tackle this question in both "The Abomination That Caused Desolation" and "Manifesting the Gods of Gold". Does it matter? is now the question I struggle with. Who cares! rolls around in my mind now, as I stick my head in the sand while an Ostrich farm gets bullied by the Provincial government. I have accepted the spell that has been placed on me, "No one cares for your rhetoric." We're all doing fine, as we smoke another feel-good doobie, lining up like cattle just as the elite predicted. I'm not sure if this is the Crystal Blue Persuasion Tommy was talking about?

As I listen to those voices in my head telling me not to give up, I'm conflicted. I am conflicted because I am just a man. I am a man full of demons triggered by past traumas placed there by the spells that I’ve accepted. Letting go of the spells isn’t easy to do. I struggle! It is easy to extend loving action to perfect strangers or people you have no expectation of because they don’t know my deepest wounds, the ones that I fought through. So I write from the heart, telling the truth, unfortunately, to those closest to me who see me as hypocritical. These spells fill my head, and I feel the pressure to give up, as I certainly do not want to be perceived as a hypocrite, and besides, what does it matter? What does it matter, with so much noise, but wait... we have AI to fix everything. AI, the legalized plagiarism we all signed up for! Thank you, Google, Facebook, and other social media platforms, for stealing our work.

I need to get with the game, sell books, blogs, broadcasts, t-shirts, and more. I have been going about it all wrong. I have been going about this writing stuff with the idea to educate, not to make money. I need to be the snake I haven’t accepted I am. Bring it on!

OK, so the struggle is real! Knowing the truth will make you mad. In case you didn’t know, Aldus Huxley was addicted to LSD. He microdosed until one day he asked his wife for enough LSD to overdose. Jesus lost his mind, flipped over tables, which sealed his fate with a flogging and hanging on a cross or stake.

I am not accepting... We still need to practice love over hate; it is the only way!

​Love always,
William John

Several weeks ago, my friend and I were approached by a woman who bombarded us with religious rhetoric. I had met this woman once before, and people who read my blogs or know me personally, I try my best to simplify religious rhetoric with one simple message: "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you". It is really that simple, but... many people have been convinced that their study is the only way, and are hell-bent on "pushing" their rhetoric down people's throats. My friend was very disturbed by this woman, and unfortunately, I didn't handle the situation properly as I was working within earshot of the bombardment; besides, I need to process what just happened.

As it would happen, last week I had run into this woman on several occasions, and I now had the opportunity to speak to her about her religious dogmatic rhetoric and how uncomfortable she made my friend feel. It would appear that it fell on deaf ears. Shut it down! This seems to be the response now from so many in the religious CULTure. I have studied the art of manipulation, the spells, and how many groups started from this mindset of the Round Table perpetrators. But, I am somehow flawed in my thinking, that Governing Bodies are somehow immune from the deception, or are the direct links to God, Allah, JHWH, or the Universe. "You can't be right", the deaf & blind pioneers of the culture collective insist. They are the witness protection team, and they're winning the battle over the pain and suffering in the world by setting up the next Pop-up magazine rack on every corner of the world. It's remarkable!

After a few meetings this week, I finally realized that I need to "Shut it down". If I am being completely honest and transparent, I am a man witnessing to a single woman, and it is not my place; this can be misconstrued, words taken out of context, or misunderstood intentions. I felt convicted. I was pouring too much energy into this person, when we are clearly divided, and she is not my project. So... I sent a message thanking this woman for her time and wishing her the best in her future endeavours.

The next morning, Sunday, she sent out an APB (All points bulletin) by text that a fellow member of their organization had broken down in our small town. I am assuming that I received this message by accident, or it was her strange test to live up to my religious rhetoric. I decided to call the man who needed help and got the lowdown on the situation. "It's Sunday!", a deep voice of reason deep down in my heart, I didn't want to help; I had the tools but not the parts.  Besides, what benefit is it to me?

I went about my day doing my own thing. After a long, exhausting week, I decided to settle in for the evening, about 7 PM. Something was tugging inside me to call the man to see if he had found the parts (special rims and tires), secretly hoping I was off the hook with any involvement. To my amazement, he was having a delivery of rims and tires within the hour. I felt conflicted, should I stay and relax at home or help? It took a few minutes, but I decided to throw on some pants and a shirt and get the tools for the job. Not to get into the full details, but he was hoping to leave first thing in the morning to get back to his wife and kids, now it appeared that he could. He was incredibly grateful.

He seemed financially strapped, an assumption on my part, but sometimes you know. He offered me some money, to which I replied, "Do whatever is in your heart". His circumstance was an inconvenience, and everyone in his organization, all 144,000 (being facetious), decided that his circumstance would burden their day. Let's be honest, the world that so many people want begins in the heart. My time, my money, my resources. So many people join organizations for networking and making disciples; those disciplined enough to hang in there will get a reward of riches, and I'm no different. 

I'm a hypocrite, not consciously, but deep down, everything I do is based on some secret expectation of a blissful reward. I want to be loved, liked, praised, or admired. We live in a world of criticism, it's never good enough is what I often hear.  Most people are always looking for flaws, not flattery...

I digress, 
In the case of the broken-down man, I grudgingly went about the job. The zealous woman showed up, and I now had an opportunity to share. It isn't about the buildings that we congregate in, the friends and family we feed, or the amount of useless garbage we donate to our favourite charity. It is truly about sacrificing our own will for the will of others. Or to put it another way, "Do unto others as you would have them do to you".

Religious zealots are all around us. They claim to be witnesses of the Most High God. What did they witness? They protect their rhetoric behind religious dogma, never shopping long enough to listen and see that they are protecting theology, not promoting the love of God, Allah, the Universe, or most importantly, Jesus. Jesus the spirit, not Jesus the man. Jesus, the man, was put on public display to show us what happens to people who step out of line.

Jesus, the spirit, is a change of heart when you see someone in distress and help them. Jesus, the spirit, that spurs us to do the right thing when we just want to be left alone and do our own thing. Jesus, the spirit, that encourages us to praise one another, instead of criticizing. Jesus, the spirit, that finds love even in the depths of hate and anger. 

Be witnesses and protect the teachings of Jesus, not in a building, an organization, or a secret round table discussion, but rather in your heart. I was reminded that you get what you give. When it comes to matters of the heart, if you give love, the natural response is to love back. The opposite is also true regarding hate and anger. 

Be a vessel... 

Sincerely,
​William John  

A virtuous wife where can she be found?
She is worth far more than rubies.  Her husband has full confidence in her and lacks nothing of value. She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life. She selects wool and flax and works with eager hands. She is like a merchant ship, bringing her food from afar. She gets up while it is still night, she provides food for her family and portions for her female servants.
She considers a field and buys it; out of her earnings, she plants a vineyard. She sets about her work vigorously; her arms are strong for her tasks. She sees that her trading is profitable, and her lamp does not go out at night.  In her hand, she holds the distaff and grasps the spindle with her fingers. She opens her arms to the poor and extends her hands to the needy. When it snows, she has no fear for her household; for all of them are clothed in scarlet. She makes coverings for her bed; she is clothed in fine linen and purple. Her husband is respected at the city gate, where he takes his seat among the elders of the land. he makes linen garments and sells them, and supplies the merchants with sashes. She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come. She speaks with wisdom, and faithful instruction is on her tongue. She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. Her children arise and call her blessed; her husband also, and praises her: “Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all.”  Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. Honour her for all that her hands have done, and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.
Proverbs 31.

Years ago, I read a very controversial book, a list of protocols on world dominance and control of the masses. These protocols explained how to control the commoners and create governing authorities in the industrial, political, economic, scientific, religious, and most concerning the household. Men were to be reduced to compliant servants, seeking gold (metaphorically speaking) instead of protecting their families.

“We will give the commoners our women”, found inside the pages of this book.

I struggled to understand the meaning of the sentence above, as how does a group of people want to let go of their woman if they are to be virtuous? But then it dawned on me, that their women are designed to break down the family unit and make way for the “Brave New World” and a reliance on their system. I often talk about the Brave New World, and if you do not understand the meaning a quick Google search or Cliff notes (Is there such a thing still?) will explain the agenda in further detail. Simply, the agenda is this; Families were to be destroyed and any remnant of the virtuous women.

According to the protocols, men were to be hypnotized with images of beautiful women on the pages of magazines, posters, and books, written at a time before television and social media. Wives felt the competition which brought on insecure feelings and anxious thoughts. Women were feeling, for good reason I must add, not provided for and unsafe, as their husbands were out trying to make a living, leaving the women vulnerable to the slick door-to-door salesman, postman, or milkman. The guilt spurred on by the dishonesty of infidelity from both men and women ruined the family unit. Several generations later “their women” are the authorities over the common man, due to the distrust and disrespect. There appears to be no clear direction., other than to keep working at building a system built on lies.

Propaganda rules the roost, and there appears to be no end in sight. The division is incredibly disheartening, as most men and women desire to have a life partner to grow old with, but have been polluted with false promises from some grandiose TikTok formula. Both men and women have been oversaturated by information overload and thought police that in the end serve no purpose other than to divide us.

“Knowledge puffs up”, 1 Corinthians 8:1
“Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools”, Romans 1:22 

Complimenting each other's differences and strengths needs to be discussed more. Loving action and words of affirmation, edifying one another. Is this hard? Yes, it seems to be, as today’s relationships are based on what someone can bring to the table and the criticism that persists when someone doesn't fit the formula. The other divisive force is past hurts that have not been dealt with. Everybody needs to come to terms with “shit happened” and move on.

To the women: A man will never be able to provide and protect if you keep reminding him of past wrongs, past traumas, past loves, past heartaches, etc. If you constantly find faults in your man, or if a man feels criticized, mocked with sarcastic comments, or unworthy in any way he WILL shut down or fight back, and you will be looking for “next”.

To the men: Women will never be virtuous if they do not feel safe. Their safety is found in the way we provide and protect. This is hard to understand, as the social construct suggests that women need emotional support more than physical (financial) support. Most women desire to be taken care of (financially speaking), so we need to get off the couch, out of the dingy basement, and do something. This is a bigger discussion for sure.

If you are in a loving relationship, I encourage you to share your secret of success. Virtuousness exists, and it resides inside everyone. Yes, some people are stubborn (I fit this category) and unwilling to do the work, but each individual has the ability. Letting go of your past hurts and taking the time to build a better future is the key to finding that virtuous person.

Lastly, I share this information because it is the truth! We are being manipulated and lied to, It is a conversation that needs to continue if we ever desire peace. I feel it is my duty as a man to protect us from the evil schemes of an elite group of men. Ignorant compliance is the name of the game and the breakdown of the natural order of things.

Keep Loving one another and building unity in our respective communities.

By a vessel,
William John

I know the cliches like, “It is better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all”. Sure… However, for all the optimists who speak the rhetoric, the problem is our understanding of the word love. In many cultures, the use of a single word to demonstrate the way we feel for someone is not wrapped in a single verb. Love has so many meanings, and it gets thrown around like a lead balloon at times, describing feelings of lust or romantic chemistry.

I was recently challenged in my use of the word love. I do love, at times, to a fault. I love everyone, and I try my best to exude and display a love for people that is genuine and without any expectations or conditions. But, loving enemies or those people who fall short of my desired expectations is where the rubber meets the road, or better yet, putting love into action. Some people I just don’t click with, and yet, I love them. Other times, I have incredible chemistry for someone, and yet, I struggle to understand those feelings driving me insane. Understanding is the key to putting love into action toward someone, and in today's world, we need more love and understanding than ever before.

My understanding of the word love comes from the Bible. Much of the New Testament was originally inked in Greek. In ancient Greece, there are seven different words to describe feelings which were adopted into the single broad English word for love. Each word has a distinct meaning: Eros (passionate, romantic love), Philia (friendship, affection), Storge (familial love), Agape (unconditional, selfless love), Pragma (practical, long-term love), Philautia (self-love), and Ludus (playful, uncommitted love).

A simple scripture in the Bible such as: “Love thy neighbor as yourself” or “Love thine enemies” takes on a whole new context when understanding the original Greek words used. Agape is used in the original letters for loving one another, which not only means unconditional or selfless love, but it includes being kind-hearted, goodwill, and hospitable. It is the most widely used word used to express the feelings of love in the ancient Biblical letters.

I posted on my Facebook feed other modern expressions of love, I found the video meme to be absolutely brilliant, and the creator is a genius in my humble opinion. Here is the list of love from the creator of the meme:

If you love someone for their looks, it’s called obsession.
If you love someone for their kindness, it’s admiration.
If you love someone for their money, it’s called interest.
If you love someone because they love you, it’s empathy.
If you love someone despite their flaws, it’s genuine acceptance.
If you love someone through thick and thin, it’s genuine commitment.
If you love someone for their mind and knowledge, it’s intellectual attraction.
If you love someone deeply even if you’re apart, it’s your emotional connection.
If you love someone and prioritize their happiness over your own, it’s selflessness.
If you love someone for the way they make you laugh, it’s humor-based affection.
If you love someone for the shared experiences of memories, it’s nostalgic driven love.
But, if you are confused about whether you love this person, it’s definitely love.
If you find yourself caring more with each passing day, its love growing stronger.
If your thoughts are filled with them even in their absence, its love becoming constant.
And if you can’t imagine a future without them, it’s love that has become a part of you.  
 
One of the hardest things to navigate in today’s western culture are romantic relationships, and I think I understand why. The little devices that we hold in our hands give us temporary dopamine hits of adrenaline. Over the decades programmers have been creating ways to make us dependent on everything from radios to the latest I-Phone. Also, scientists have been experimenting with drugs, such as meth, cocaine, and marijuana, designed to mimic brain activity in the prefrontal cortex, the same area that is highlighted during romantic encounters. Due to the programming and scientific advancements we have become pleasure seekers, dopamine creepers, and a slave to the addiction machine. I do realize that there are more reasons that romantic love is fleeting, but understanding the key elements of dissolving bliss is paramount for changing behavior.

The bible has lots to say about the end of days, such as:
We will become seekers of pleasure, rather than seekers of God. We will be lovers of self with no natural affection.

It is a very interesting time to be living, and for most of us we seem to be doing wrong. Confusion drives our hearts, so we seek therapy or the next relationship guru to help through the muck. Most of us desire a life partner, as we were designed this way. We were created to love rather than hate, however with the constant stimulus of our mind, we’ve become adrenaline junkies even if it means sitting in bed all day scrolling mems or playing the next Game of Thrones on our game console.

Is there an end to the madness? Not if the programmers can help it, keeping us insane is the game, and creating profits from prophets is working magic on our souls. The sex driven adrenaline that was designed by a loving Creator has been highjacked to create division and confusion. Many people are ready to fight and argue due to the feelings inside not aligning with the programmer’s agenda.

Love is like magic. From family to foes, to the tip of our toes, when we put others before ourselves, we can feel the magic of loving action. Love is the verb with so many meanings but can be wrapped up in this, “It is better to have loved than to not fall into the trap of bitterness towards people who didn’t reciprocate” …

Lately I’ve told a few people “Good Luck Out There”. Anger and hate from pointless arguments designed to divide need to dissolve if we want to grow in love. There is truth, but trying to get people to see it is difficult with all the programs designed to divide, let’s be mindful that we are living in a minefield of misunderstanding and contentions from the plethora of lies, deception, and manipulation.

Nobody ever said it life would be easy, but it is easier when love is the driving force of our lives. Striving to be better.

Love always,
William John

PS   - Love Stinks was a song by J. Geils Band (Peter Wolf) in the 80s, I just thought it was a catchy title to todays blog....lol

"Today is the first day of the rest of your life".
I awoke this morning with this phrase in my mind, a phrase of the curious kind. So, I did what everyone does at 3:33 in the morning: I tried going back to sleep. It didn't take long before I decided to get up and take up the challenging thoughts overbearing my cranium, so I got up at 3:22 to take on the first day of the rest of my life. 

I know what you are thinking. You said you awoke at 3:33 and went back to bed, and now you're saying you got up 11 minutes earlier? Strange, yes! I am telling the truth, but it makes me think it has something to do with the time change, as it is Sunday morning on March 9, 2025. The clock on the stove said 3:22... The relevance isn't clear, yet...

I digress... 
So, today is the first day of the rest of my life. I am back in the game, and I am finding my way through this strange maze we call living. I had high hopes for the launch of my first book. and if I am being honest, I believed that I had stumbled upon something truly remarkable, an end-time prophecy fulfilled. I believed deep in my soul that God (the universe if you're triggered) gave me words (the spells) to deliver a message to the masses. I still maintain this; however, I am not alone. We are all vessels giving it our best shot and trying to wake people to the lies, deception, manipulation, and poison that the authorities have been peddling for decades, if not, centuries.

In 2020, I studied biblical prophecies with a renewed understanding, and it was clear that the churches (no exceptions), governing authorities, the medical industry, and corporate entities were lying. The LIES are so entrenched in most people’s minds that anything a vessel says is challenged with mocking, slander, and anger. I keep seeing the TRUTH hidden in plain sight, so try as I might to gently lead people out of the darkness and into the light.

We need an intervention, and it starts with you!

Transgender, Trump, Trudeau, Tariffs, and Trainwrecks who cares. Really, who cares! What are we going to do about it? Sit in the coffee shop and bitch about how bad things are getting, guess what, I’m 54 and I’ve seen this regurgitated rhetoric my whole life. Nothing is getting done, and we bend a knee to the bullies because we don’t want to lose the little bit of crumbs and end up on the street. Harsh, maybe! But it is getting old, and so am I. So, I look in the mirror and think, “Do I sit back and watch the show?” or “Help create something new?”

The world is changing at warp speed as Agenda 2030 is only 5 years away. This is the marker year set by the United Nations and WILL affect every nation on earth. Hyper-inflation is designed to increase the dependency and control of the system, which are the goals of the agenda. This needs to be addressed. Are we ready?

It should be a no-brainer as I sit back, watch the show, and realize that I want to be part of something new. Hence, Launching Vessels.

What is this launch of vessels I speak of?

As some readers know, I have done a few podcasts over the last year. These podcasts have been mainly piloted to try to find a smooth transition into something meaningful and inspiring, but I kept finding myself struggling to make ends meet and being distracted by relationship bliss which clouded my vision. Now, I am ready to start something meaningful and inspiring: Vessel Studios.

​One by one and community to community, we can build these studios to help one another navigate the strange world being forged before our eyes. This is not a push back, this is not a call to arms, and this is not a way to stick it to the man. This is an attempt to tell the truth in the face of the lie propagators and expose the agenda with understanding. Vessel Studios will be committed to helping bridge differences within certain sects and finding leaders within these sects to do the right thing.

This is important, as everyone is feeling the energy, and it is mostly negative. With the soaring costs and the dependency on a system built to enslave us, it is time. Vessel Studios desires to be the face of our respective communities. At this moment, Podcasting is the desired medium, and I believe it is a great tool to bring our communities together.

“Meet a Vessel” podcasts will continue in the following week with a guest and theme announcement. I am also working on something lighter and less intense called “Cribs and Coffee”.
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I am working with some beautiful people who are committed to planting seeds for new growth. I invite everyone to help bring this vision alive, It is not my vision; it is ours. Let us band together in love and kindness.  Everyone wants a change, and today is the first day of the rest of our lives.

By the vessel, 
William John

I do not write blogs for my gratification. I write because I want to connect with my readers. I want my readers to understand that no one is alone in life's struggles. Sometimes, I make the struggles about something personal that I am going through, and I choose to share because so many people are going through many of the same struggles. I want people to know that no one is perfect, and we all fall short of life’s expectations. The best counsel I ever received was from people who lived and survived the struggle. The struggles are real.

I want to speak on something very real in today's society: romantic relationships. Yes, I have struggled to maintain healthy, strong romantic relationships in my life. I have taken much of my understanding from our spiritual human condition, not from pseudo-science, which is being pushed on society and is messing up our minds. I try, but today's relationships are bombarded with a minefield of information and formulas for making relationship-bliss. Pick your flavour with all the latest relationship gurus on YouTube or follow a 12-step program from the latest best-selling book. I am doing my best to leave my past triggers behind and move forward without judgment of past wrongdoings, not only in myself but also in my partner. This isn't easy.

Modern romantic relationships are difficult. They are not difficult due to the chemistry two people share; it is the art of maintaining the chemistry that clouds the love buzz. Modern relationships are teetering on heavy life expectations while balancing work, family, and friends. Very few couples want to work through the struggles and think that it is easier to find "next" by swiping right. The challenge is that every relationship will have its share of struggles and hardships. In today's day and age, social media platforms and social programming have made the next relationship just a click away. It settles in the back of our mind that if this relationship does not work out, there is another one waiting. 

This is all by design, not to say that relationship struggles didn't happen in the past before the internet, it is more open and acceptable now. Polyamorous, LGBTQIA+, and gender confusion have mixed the mind's cranium with uncertain dismay. There is another issue: our human condition. Everyone has feelings of jealousy, betrayal, anxious thoughts and a desire to maintain a monogamous relationship. Are these a social construct or our deep human condition found within the spirit? 

What do I mean?

​In the book Brave New World by Aldous Huxley, the human condition is challenged by DHCs (Director of Humanity and Conditioning). Think of DHCs as our modern Social workers or, in the case of the book, our future Social Workers. The book takes place in the year 600AF (After Ford). It is a clever look at what society would look like if we removed love from our human condition. The idea is, “Everybody belongs to everyone else”. There is no monogamy, autonomy, or privacy. We are all part of a collective.

The main character, John Savage, is brought to London (the headquarters of the new world) from the Indian Reserve (author's words, not mine), where he encounters a beautiful woman named Lena. Lena has been conditioned not to fall in love and is confused by John's advancements.

​John struggles to understand the thinking of his appointed Alpha DHC Bernard and Lena in this new world. The Soma (drugs) keep society in confusion and away from the monogamous feelings of love. Social conditioning collides with the human condition of each character. It is a fascinating portrayal of what happens when monogamous love is removed from the equation.
 
I was first exposed to Brave New World in the late 80s after reading George Orwell’s 1984. The book is a much different look at the dystopian world many people expect to happen through the religious and political propaganda pelting the mainstream narrative. I must admit, Aldous Huxley “nailed it”, the book is by far a more accurate portrayal of the world the elitists are trying to develop. Don’t believe me? Read the book, watch the 3-hour movie on YouTube, or take part in the series on Peacock and be the judge.

Sexual desire has been amplified, and monogamous relationships have been polluted by books like Brave New World.  There is something else we must ask ourselves when diving into the rights and wrongs of relationship-bliss: Are the Holy books relevant literature in the days we live now?

For the religious zealots of the world, it is obvious and a resounding, “Yes, we can’t live harmoniously without the Holy books,” they argue. Books like Brave New World are a stain on society and need to be scrubbed from the shelves they once occupied. These books are filthy literature, they reason, and the reason that society is in spiritual chaos.  
 
I digress…

From the beginning of time, relationship bliss has always had the component of sexual desire. Unfortunately, when the bliss fades in today’s world, many people seek the dopamine fix through infidelity and swipe right. A throw-away society is what we’ve become, pleasure seekers, and dopamine creepers. Selfish desires, not selflessness by putting others needs before ourselves, rules western society.

Proponents of Brave New World theology understand what is being forged, a loveless society with every sexual desire in the palm of our hands, literally. It’s sad really… Like John Savage, we struggle with the balance of loving and living, relationship-bliss and till death do us part.

So, I will continue to write, especially when I see the cries for help on Facebook, or when I am stopped on the street by someone who reads my blogs and needs a hug.

By a vessel,
William John 

Lately, a few people have challenged me with the question, “Why do I blog?”

Honestly, I didn't really know how to answer the question. At first, it was an attempt to sell my first book, An Abomination That Caused Desolation, but then something changed, it became a strange way to get out a message of how to love people in the most unloving circumstances, to find loving action. How do we mind our own business, become vessels or beacons for the change required coming into the new age? These are difficult questions in the days we live now, with the agitation of hate and anger being spewed on the mainstream media (MSM)  and social platforms.

I love people and try my best to find the good in people. I may not always agree with people's life choices, but finding understanding is often the key to loving action. In 2020, many of my peers were faced with communication break-down with their spouses and partners, and left many of us confused, angry, and jaded from relationships. This is where I have received much of my blogging material. Many of us fail is in romantic relationships, because unfortunately, our partners get to experience the raw and unfiltered version of ourselves. When we feel safe and settled, we let our guard down, and many times share deep bottled feelings of hurt, anger, and despair. Vulnerability can be seen as weak, sending most relationships into a spin cycle. Due to people’s desire to be with a life partner and the social conditioning that is happening in plain sight, I find myself often blogging about relationship struggles.  Companionship, being in love, and how to act in relationships seems to be on the minds of many. Is it our human conditioning or the desire for chemical release?

So, I share.

I don’t share to get out some strange affirmation from you, my readers. I don’t share to get likes, hearts, memes, or emojis that give us those temporary dopamine hits. I don’t share because I need to vent about the wrongs in the world. I don’t share because I need to heal from my past traumas. I share because I care.

If I say I care, there is a more important reason I blog, to find truth. “Truth!”, some of you respond with skepticism and confusion. I often write about deception, and how it leads people into the skepticism required to divide families and sexes, cultivating the patterns of feuding and exes.  “Truth!”, some of you scold, as everyone walks their truth, their convictions, and their understandings. However, if everyone walks in with their truth, then why are so many people confused, angry, great on hate, and spiritually chaotic? Let’s face it, there is a right way and wrong way to live. If we live the right way (clean living), things are less chaotic and confusing. If we live the wrong way, it can feel depressing, and miserable, and could I take the extreme and say it is like hell? So, I try my best to lead people to choose the right path. It is our duty as we are all vessels, especially those who know the truth.

An observation I have been cultivating lately is that the wrong way of living is supported by negative energy and fear. I am convinced that those most miserable in life fail to see that belief in something greater than ourselves is wreaking havoc on their heart, their souls (spirits), and their minds.  I have read the books on creating spells. I have read the books on creating conformity. I have read the books on finding the spirit within. I have read the books on end-of-day scenarios. Also, I have read the Bible and tried to understand the mainstream narrative in a non-biased interpretation.

"Now faith is the substance things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen .." Hebrews 11:1…

Simply, belief in something.

My conclusion to “Why do I Blog?” is this…

Finding something to believe in that will not let us down. Unity in our respective communities, tribes, relationships, or workplace comraderies. Education from institutionalized social programming and finding ways to deprogram the masses from the hysteria and hate the MSM perpetuates.

​It is too much to take on sometimes, and I find myself reverting my thinking to the programmed normality, it’s easier I reason. I listen to my heart and get caught up in the human condition, to be in love, to find a decent job, and to enter the system of mortgage (death/pledge) keepers. It is too much to be different, weird, and an out-of-the-box thinker. But, through this exercise of blogging bliss, I’ve learned it is not about being right, it is about being loving, caring, and understanding to the crazy amount of Solution Pollution in the world.

I feel honored that you the time to read my rhetoric. If it helps someone find joy, spurs conversation, or comfort knowing that we are not alone in this messed up world, then I will continue to blog. I am learning to be more loving, patient, and kind, hopefully you are learning too.  

Thank you, my readers, for staying with me through bad blogs and good blogs. You are truly appreciated and loved.

By the vessel,
William John

"And God shall wipe away all the tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away". Revelation 21 verse 4.

When I was 12 years old, I was introduced to the band Iron Maiden. In the early years the band would put bible scriptures on the back of their albums, this intrigued me and got me interested in the bible and prophecy. Although I had no idea what prophecy was at the early age of 12, and not growing up in a home that talked about God, went to church, or studied the bible, I can thank Iron Maiden albums for getting me interested in the aforementioned.

Revelation is a book of disturbing interpretation, a book written by one man’s vision on an island in the Mediterranean, called Patmos, or so the story goes. Truth, or a play-by-play reenactment of something we have gone through many times before. The jury is out, but individually hung on the meaning and/or interpretation. When deciphered through a new lens, it takes on a whole new meaning.  Spiritual, not physical, is the way I decipher the scriptures now, and it is the control the beast has on our hearts which is most concerning.

There are many groups that claim to know what life is all about, how the end of the world is going to happen, and what to watch for if we want to be one of the knowledgeable elites. It all seems pointless now, as there are so many interpretations for living, loving, and believing, we can’t seem to find our brains. I preached and taught about living, loving, and believing but if I am being honest, I feel fraudulent.

“The truth will set you free” keeps penetrating my cranium, it’s the truth that no one wants to hear. So, I stick my head in the sand for another year, waiting for someone to hear “truth” so we can get past all the Solution Pollution. This is the truth so hold on, it is a bumpy ride.

Many groups want a manageable population, 500,000,000 comes to mind. Some of these groups hide behind the pharmaceutical companies, health industry, and the processing of food development. Propaganda and social reform rules the barn yard, and there is no escaping the control the social reform has on ourselves and our flock of peers. The system of death control operates from fear. The fear of dying helps move the system, and the fear of losing everything due to non-compliance moves the population into lines of death injection.

So, you say, “I have no fear of dying”, if this is true, why are you complying?
I have so many examples of people who refused to comply and are still alive. They didn’t accept the agreement that they were dying, sick, or would have to live this way for the rest of their lives. They trusted in something much larger than the system that kept them bound, themselves. They decided that they weren’t going to live the rest of their lives contributing to a system that made them accept their fate of feeling shitty. When the decision was made to throw it all away, life that is, and accept that we are all dying, death had no control over their lives any longer.

“But, the doctors have our best interest in mind and the tools to let us live longer”, you scream… As your doctor adds another prescription to your portfolio so they can afford the latest snap, crap, or pop. The mission is the commission for pushing the system (let that sink in).

We hold onto the spells that the doctor can make us feel better or make us live longer. It’s a racket, and I’m no better, I've played the game and lost my soul. I've put discernment on the shelf as I took a two week vacation to trip out on the beauty of freedom. We’ve accepted defeat when we leave our lives in the hands of man (the system), instead of with “your divine spirit here” (our sovereign autonomy). I know that this is hard to read, because you want to believe that the people who have authority over our lives want the best for us. Face it, we are being manipulated and lied to, and the only way out is death.

Metaphorically speaking, death is the only way out of the system. This is why there is “no more sorrow, no more pain, no more death” because we refuse to let the beast (the system) rule over us any longer. Coming out of a system built on lies, deception, and manipulation to make us compliant and obedient is not easy. Fear of death, both death from making money or death from life, is the control. I get it. 

I must make a disclosure. If you are reading these words and feel compelled to remove yourself from the system, be mindful, It leads to death. On a personal note, I have entered the system again, because I have felt the pressure of losing everything in my life (metaphoric death). I have concluded that my perception of living life in this world with love as my center is all I can do, for now. Strong disclosure here; In no way am I suggesting that all doctors, lawyers, politicians, presidents, kings and queens are self serving, many don't understand the deep-rooted programming that has taken place for centuries. I am just making my readers aware (and many are), the system has corrupted many people to accept the world is over-populated and push for death control.

Making people fearful of things unseen, like germs and the theory it possesses, or a wrathful God and the dominion over our souls, it is the name of the game. It's not a conspiracy, look it up and and you'll see. Scary maybe, but we all die! Once we accept the truth of death, the beast and the system it convinced us to comply too has no further control of our lives. The spell is lifted and freedom is achieved.

“Who is able to make war with the beast (the system)?” Revelation 13 verse 4.
A question many have tried to answer, but for me, the surrender flag is waving… I have entered the arena, and I now quietly comply.

By the vessel, 
William John

Recently I was hit with a hater on an advertisement for a car I am selling. I was annoyed by his comments and felt the need to chargeback. I failed!
His comment, “And you call yourself an influencer!” the mocking tone made me most frustrated.

In this case, I am trying to sell a car, nothing more, nothing less. Obviously, this person is watching or reading more into my car selling than the average Joe. But it got me thinking. “What is the point?”. Why do I feel the need to write or do the odd video? I assure you it is NOT to be an influencer. This is far from my motive, and if truth be told, I over-analyze and overthink everything, even my blogging, vlogging, and writing goals. So, NO, I am not trying to be an influencer.

I am trying to meet people on a common ground. I am trying to love people where they are at. With so much division and hate in the world, it is difficult to meet people where they are. Everybody, including me, seems to have a past of dredged-up trauma, shitty upbringings, and/or too many failed relationships to count. How do we overcome the PTSD caused by the past? I keep saying that it is the fruits of the spirit. Biblically speaking it is love, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. But, we constantly fail! Everybody! Instead of taking our thoughts captive, we lash out in defence of someone's judgments, someone's opinions, or someone's assessment of our behaviour. The latter must stop if we desire harmony in our circles of influence.

So, this is the purpose of my blogs, to teach unity. I am very aware that there are many teachers, gurus, pastors, preachers, and influencers, in which I have grudgingly entered their ranks. It is not the job I signed up for, it seems to be a position which has been imposed on me. Please be aware, nobody will ever live up to any perceived expectation we impose on them.  This being said, if my experiences help others come out of the chaotic mess that so many are striving to cleanse their minds of, then it is a job that I am honoured to accept.

Again, what is the point?!?

The point is this…

People watch and judge. We want to follow someone that has their “poop-in-a-group”. Perception is key to being a follower, and once the charade is exposed, disappointment can wreak havoc on our mind, body, and soul. In the case of “Operation Car Promotion,” there is a perceived idea of who I am.

My writing and my personal life collide, as I was a business owner and salesperson for over 30 years. I know sales, and salespeople have always been labelled as crooked or dishonest. I did my best to be fair, honest, and truthful within the context of selling items designed to break becoming useless garbage within a pre-determined life expectancy (usually 5 minutes after the warranty expires). But the car? It is an extension of a guy's deep inner ego. Look at me, look at what I have. It’s pointless really, and deep down most people know this.  This leads me to the point of the matrix we are partakers in. 

I love cars! I grew up with the desires of stuff, the American dream, and the ego. My writing has me rethinking everything I lived for and everything I dreamed of. Since 2020 many people have reconsidered their values and where to pour their energy. We are awakening to a change of heart, a desire to create better relationships and remove ourselves from the matrix of hate. The difficult and narrow path is realizing the path to loving action while being clouded by the matrix of hate, selfishness, and an overbearing ego, which can be a slow and confusing process. Things are changing in the world, as the ego is being adsorbed by people who are finding peace in not needing worldly desires, such as fancy cars, a beautiful home, and the next look at me dopamine pleasure hit.

​Everything at the end of the day is a façade, which will rot and rust. We all try to find our tribe, the group of people who accept us for who we are. Everyone (assuming) wants to find love and acceptance. In a world agitated by hate, accusations, and misunderstandings it is no wonder that some people find my attempt to bridge differences and find love disturbing and not encouraging. I always say I am on a path to learning to be a better human and how do I remove myself from the matrix of hate? Influencer I am not, I am trying to encourage us all to be better people when faced with adversity. How do we learn to be resilient during those times of gossip, slander, and mocking? It is not easy…

In my defense, I never made claims that I am better, wiser, cooler, or that somehow my words on paper (the spells) make me a guru of love (whatever that is?). The car that triggered this blog is a small reflection of my heart, but I don’t love cars more than people. For the people who judge my intentions or toll my content and writing, may I ask you to judge your reasoning and intentions first before sending anyone nasty messages., comments, or spells? If you are a paid Troller, maybe find a more rewarding job.

​To conclude this blog, I am finding the navigation of the internet, social media, and relationship life excruciating. The human condition of hate and division has been amplified to a severe level, and it does not seem to be getting better. With my ongoing study and understanding of mind control through the various unseen forces, it is evident that the call for order out of chaos and the Brave New World is here. In this New World, the desired outcome is “Do What Thou Wilt” within the context of a hidden moral code that nobody can achieve. Loving one another, what a strange concept…

Hmmmm… interesting times for sure.

Still learning, growing and trying to figure out this thing called life. Oh, and don't engage with the hate, it serves no purpose.
 
By a vessel,
William John 

​This past week a friend of mine reminded me about Operation Wonderland or the Alice in Wonderland Technique.

Back in the 1950’s many experiments on society took place because of the new propaganda machine called Television and Cinema. The new intelligence arm of the United States government was called the Central Intelligence Agency, or simply the CIA. Their main purpose was to experiment on subjects in controlled environments to monitor how people reacted or performed under stress through visual programming. Since that time, the programming has changed, but the results of the experiments have been magnified to an intense level due to the saturation of these experiments through social media, social networking, and the pharmaceutical industry.

I have mentioned this many times before in my writing, and I feel the need to say it again, mind control is achieved by the pharmaceutical industry and scientific (séance) communities, which is called “sorcery or witchcraft”, a craft found in ancient texts and secret societies. Achieving an agenda of population control, both in numbers and mindful compliance, has been the purpose of masters of the craft or the trick from the beginning of time. The acceleration of mind control from the early CIA experiments is in full operation, with confusion and fear being the driving force. The cloud of confusion surrounding any topic or issue is amplified by the new technology we hold in our hands. Division, fear, and confusion have become compliant friends with the money-making political and corporate machine.

There is no denying that confusion exists in every spiritual, political, and individual platform. Yes, there are gurus, counselors, social workers, pastors, and spiritual guilds to help us through the clouds of confusion. Still, due to the intense programming, it has been excruciatingly difficult to put empathy, love, connection, and unity into action. Controlling our confusion, placed there through this intense programming has been the desired and deliberate outcome of many of the CIA operatives and experiments.

Why?
I think that it is best explained by Richard Grannon Coaching and Psychology here. https://www.facebook.com/share/v/19bazcgdNK/

​OK, there are a couple of takeaways that I took from the video.
First, I find it comical that Richard was not aware of the CIA programming. It is comical because as an institutionally trained Psychologist, he would not have been privy to this information. From my research, most institutions in the world are controlled by secret organizations and were developed behind closed doors for political and Governmental policies that make the world as we know it today go around. It is impossible to move around the monopoly board of life without compliance with the chaos that controls our existence. Good for Richard to look into the claims of his trolling viewer

Second, cognitive dissonance, simply described as holding on to two contradictory beliefs or values, is the reason we are so divided. The division within every institution is staggering, and any of us in relationships know that narcissism, red flags, triggers, and trauma have us running on discomfort, stress, and adrenaline. This is what Richard Grannon’s coaching is based on.

There is hope, as many people are waking up to the tricks. The problem we are all faced with is knowing and understanding what is real. The other real battle is understanding who, what, and where to put our trust. A very strong delusion has been poured out on the subjects of the world, and very few people understand the depth to which it controls our lives. The conspiracy is hidden in plain sight, and the people we trust to look after our health and wellness are just as delusional as the people who have been given a license to cure.

In my new book, Manifesting the Gods of Gold, I expose the agenda, albeit delicately. Unfortunately telling the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help me God, will glitch the minds of the average reader. Knowing the truth is difficult to relay because so many people have been trained (unknowingly) to find faults in others, by labelling them as liars, narcissists, conspiracy theorists, or crazies.

Who carries the keys to the truth? Well… you do!

Yes, we have all been polluted with lies, but deep down in your mind, body, and soul (your spirit), you know the truth. Our spirit resonates with truth in a positive manner when love, peace, kindness, patience, and joy are present. The opposite is true when lies are present, negative feelings, anger, and resentment.

The truth about cognitive dissonance is this, we are not going crazy, we are being manipulated. The Alice in Wonderland theory is based on confusing the mind through the over-stimulation of contradictory ideas that go against our habitual manner of thinking, or our mindset. It works in every institution and industry. In business, we call this, perceived obsolescence, making people believe that there is something better, something bigger, or something brighter to make them happy, translating to more sales and profits. In health and wellness, the trick is the same, and our doctors have been trained to keep us sick, so there is an endless supply of new profits from the sorcery they are peddling.

I keep telling people the truth, and it isn’t MY truth, it’s OUR truth. We are being manipulated, and the only escape is to walk away. Yes, I am just as manipulated as everyone else. I enjoy the dopamine hits from the entertainment, technologies, and social connections made on devices designed to enslave us. Furthermore, I want to believe that doctors, politicians, and corporate leaders have our best interests in mind, but most don’t. My love for humanity has me bound in a matrix of confusion. Do I just play the game, or do I try to make noise by sounding the trumpets?
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If you have awakened to the truth, but you are still confused about what to do, it is OK. I was shocked and dismayed when the truth hit me, but I didn’t feel freedom. Rather, I felt sadness, anger, grief, and fear, and I waded through the muck which has been an ongoing battle. I can share within my tribe, and I do. I can excuse the lies, and I do. Spending time in meditation and prayer, which I do.  I am learning to be patient and kind. I am also paying close attention to those who operate in cognitive dissonance from confusion or egocentric pride.
 
Learning to be a vessel for truth,
William John