Getting Ready to launch

I almost wrote “lunch” instead of “launch”?

To be honest I think having lunch is a better fit for how I am feeling. Launching something new and coming to the conclusion that I may have written something worthy of readership is a bit overwhelming. I wrote An Abomination that Caused Desolation based on a very strong conviction that we may have just witnessed the most incredible end of the day's event ever, recorded from ancient scrolls and biblical scriptures. I struggled with how to present my understanding of these ancient writings due to both my habitual manner of thinking and the narrative that surrounds this end-of-day prophecy. Was it even relative? Will anyone even care?

Questions swirled and the cloud of confusion in my mind was heavy. Another book within a sea of literature appeared pointless and added to more senseless drivel?

Just live your best life now! I concluded.
Just sit back and watch the show! I reasoned.
But something inside me said that this is important, it isn’t important for me, it is important for us. Why?

I am not an island unto myself, I am connected to everyone that I have contact with. I took from the teachings, both modern and ancient, that say we need to stay connected and be united. Furthermore, if we really want to make a change, we need to know the truth. If I know something is evil and I just sit back and watch the show, I am not any different than the wrong-doer. In fact, I become an accomplice to crimes against humanity.   
    
There is no denying that we are embarking on a world of change, some say for the greater good, and some say for the death of society. I called out to the universe, creator, YHWH, God (let’s unite, please don’t get hung up on the terminology), to give me clarity on controversial subjects in both the Covid narrative and biblical interpretation of prophecy.  I prayed for wisdom, I called out for strength, I asked for patience and kindness, and I said I was willing to be used to spread truth (this is a whole other story). The answer came quickly, the answer was clear, my purpose was comprehensible, and I became a vessel.

​At this moment in time, I am becoming less apprehensive about the launch of An Abomination That Caused Desolation, and very certain about spending lunch with anyone who wants to.
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William John