Affair in the mind

Everyone has emotional affairs.
OK, I take that back. I assume that everyone is having emotional affairs. 

I have been accused of having an emotional affair, and it is hard to defend oneself against such a charge. Where is this coming from in regards to the accusations, and what gave them the reason to present such a charge? When the charge is presented does it need to be defended? Do people accuse others of projecting their own deep convictions? 

At the turn of the 20th century, any science regarding our human mental condition was considered "pseudo-science" and not to be taken seriously. Many writers such as Aldous Huxley championed for the human psyche to be examined and expounded on to keep the masses under control. Propaganda, deception, lies, and misinformation play a key role in keeping us under control, and it starts in the cranium. These keys to the mind are called the "trick" and we are all under an incredible amount of programming to comply with a desired outcome.

You may be asking yourself what is the desired outcome?

The desired outcome is very difficult to understand for most of the population, as it goes beyond any compassion, empathy, logic, reason, and most importantly LOVE. 

Love and hate operate in juxtaposition (love this word) with one another. They are the yin and yang of life and how we operate within our habitual manner of thinking and/or the lens through which we view the world through our experiences. Society has been pushed into a world of hate from the very moment of their existence on this planet called Earth. It is the agitation of hate that sets up in ourselves the fear responses of fight, flight, or freeze. 

The desired outcome from the trick is to keep us divided and fearful. Profits, not prophets, is only one outcome to be gleaned from the agitation of fear. Keeping us divided is a desired outcome that most of us fail to see the purpose. Questions such as; Cui bono (who benefits?), swirl around in my mind at least, which finds me challenging the status quo of the social engineering we are being manipulated with.  

This is where the theory of social engineering from the early days of psychology is now being put into practice at an alarming rate. The social media platforms are doing their jobs well. The controller's desired outcome is to remain in control of social, political, religious, scientific, and military issues, just to name a few. It is to keep us pacified, with the small dopamine hits of satisfaction. It is not just for profits.

The controllers believe that they are above most of the world's population and that it is their job to see that we never look beyond their ideal utopian world. To achieve their ideal world they need to control the devices that we view the world on and move us away from any form of Godliness, making themselves god. We now worship their system, their control grid, and their ideal utopian world.

But I like my life and my stuff, and my pleasures, and my desires, and my fantasies, wrestling in my mind.  

I am guilty of an emotional affair. I am a silhouette, a shadow, of what God had desired for not only my life but, our lives.  We have all fallen short of the desire that God wanted us to be. As we watch the latest destruction somewhere in the world, there is a new flower budding on a tree outside. As we turn on some pornography to get the buzz of ejaculation (sounds crude, but true), there is a partner who will love you beyond all comprehension. As we get a crappy cup of coffee from the lineup of drive-through fumes, there is freshly ground pressed coffee waiting at a friend's.

The mediocre illusions of the extraordinary keep us in a controlled state of being. What we have been building for the controllers of the world has literally taken us out of the spiritual world, we fail to see the incredible, amazing, and exciting world that was created for us to enjoy. We can all come out of the hypnotical state of glitter and gold, the illusion of happiness, entering into a truly euphoric life of love.

I failed to walk in love these past few weeks. I kept searching for something that did not exist, I was having an emotional affair. I saw images of perfect couples, perfect bodily forms, and perfect worldly desires, but deep down I was still miserable. I was having an emotional affair with these images and against the creator of life. Then it happened, I was awakened from a dream with the most amazing adrenaline of unexplainable love.

I could not put the adrenaline rush into words, as it was clear that God was showing me that everything is an illusion, a shadow, a silhouette of the kind of love that existed from the very beginning of creation. It was the serpent, devil, or Satan that polluted love, especially the love for one another, in the garden the day that Eve was tempted. The Serpent was correct, Adam and Eve did not die physically, many of us have failed to see they died spiritually. Adam and Eve had an emotional affair with the serpent which separated them from our creator, the embodiment of love.

As you search for meaning, purpose, and life remember to remove yourself from the enslavement of worldly desires. Look up and ask for guidance from the designer of LOVE. 

By the vessel, 
​William John

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