Why Do I Blog?

Lately, a few people have challenged me with the question, “Why do I blog?”

Honestly, I didn't really know how to answer the question. At first, it was an attempt to sell my first book, An Abomination That Caused Desolation, but then something changed, it became a strange way to get out a message of how to love people in the most unloving circumstances, to find loving action. How do we mind our own business, become vessels or beacons for the change required coming into the new age? These are difficult questions in the days we live now, with the agitation of hate and anger being spewed on the mainstream media (MSM)  and social platforms.

I love people and try my best to find the good in people. I may not always agree with people's life choices, but finding understanding is often the key to loving action. In 2020, many of my peers were faced with communication break-down with their spouses and partners, and left many of us confused, angry, and jaded from relationships. This is where I have received much of my blogging material. Many of us fail is in romantic relationships, because unfortunately, our partners get to experience the raw and unfiltered version of ourselves. When we feel safe and settled, we let our guard down, and many times share deep bottled feelings of hurt, anger, and despair. Vulnerability can be seen as weak, sending most relationships into a spin cycle. Due to people’s desire to be with a life partner and the social conditioning that is happening in plain sight, I find myself often blogging about relationship struggles.  Companionship, being in love, and how to act in relationships seems to be on the minds of many. Is it our human conditioning or the desire for chemical release?

So, I share.

I don’t share to get out some strange affirmation from you, my readers. I don’t share to get likes, hearts, memes, or emojis that give us those temporary dopamine hits. I don’t share because I need to vent about the wrongs in the world. I don’t share because I need to heal from my past traumas. I share because I care.

If I say I care, there is a more important reason I blog, to find truth. “Truth!”, some of you respond with skepticism and confusion. I often write about deception, and how it leads people into the skepticism required to divide families and sexes, cultivating the patterns of feuding and exes.  “Truth!”, some of you scold, as everyone walks their truth, their convictions, and their understandings. However, if everyone walks in with their truth, then why are so many people confused, angry, great on hate, and spiritually chaotic? Let’s face it, there is a right way and wrong way to live. If we live the right way (clean living), things are less chaotic and confusing. If we live the wrong way, it can feel depressing, and miserable, and could I take the extreme and say it is like hell? So, I try my best to lead people to choose the right path. It is our duty as we are all vessels, especially those who know the truth.

An observation I have been cultivating lately is that the wrong way of living is supported by negative energy and fear. I am convinced that those most miserable in life fail to see that belief in something greater than ourselves is wreaking havoc on their heart, their souls (spirits), and their minds.  I have read the books on creating spells. I have read the books on creating conformity. I have read the books on finding the spirit within. I have read the books on end-of-day scenarios. Also, I have read the Bible and tried to understand the mainstream narrative in a non-biased interpretation.

"Now faith is the substance things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen .." Hebrews 11:1…

Simply, belief in something.

My conclusion to “Why do I Blog?” is this…

Finding something to believe in that will not let us down. Unity in our respective communities, tribes, relationships, or workplace comraderies. Education from institutionalized social programming and finding ways to deprogram the masses from the hysteria and hate the MSM perpetuates.

​It is too much to take on sometimes, and I find myself reverting my thinking to the programmed normality, it’s easier I reason. I listen to my heart and get caught up in the human condition, to be in love, to find a decent job, and to enter the system of mortgage (death/pledge) keepers. It is too much to be different, weird, and an out-of-the-box thinker. But, through this exercise of blogging bliss, I’ve learned it is not about being right, it is about being loving, caring, and understanding to the crazy amount of Solution Pollution in the world.

I feel honored that you the time to read my rhetoric. If it helps someone find joy, spurs conversation, or comfort knowing that we are not alone in this messed up world, then I will continue to blog. I am learning to be more loving, patient, and kind, hopefully you are learning too.  

Thank you, my readers, for staying with me through bad blogs and good blogs. You are truly appreciated and loved.

By the vessel,
William John

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